Firstly, letter-writing. I apologize to those of you with whom I did (or may not explicitly have) agree to do this. I have basically completely failed. I have resolved on numerous occasions to (begin) write(ing) letters consistently/have drafted (parts of) several/have mailed exactly one (sometime last September, I think). At this point I'm definitely not going to even promise to try to write letters. But I will tag that with a disclaimer that the idea is still outright awesome and that I would (still) very much like to.
Secondly, life groups. I think I signed up for three of these, with it being understood upfront that one would be a part-time commitment by most of the people who signed up for it, and the other two as "maybe"s. (I'm not counting Dwell in this appraisal, since it's permanent, year-round, and more an extension of the church and not a life group, per se.) I have subsequently missed every single meeting of every single life group for which I signed up, due to lack of a ride/conflicting meeting times/ homework/being hijacked for a surprise birthday party, et cetera. While those are all valid and not all negative reasons, the fact remains that missing all of the meetings for the last month was exceedingly depressing. And more pressingly, is really not facilitating my resolve to overcome my "I am totally unreliable and undependable" mindset.
Boo. I need to do homework. And…get some sleep.
Summer, hasten up, will you?
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